"I saw her film today, oh boy

the english army had just won the war

a crowd of people turned the other way

but i just had to look "-Beatles

Last night I sat in the middle of the road, smoked a parliament, crossed my legs and just...sat, as one...

( Update on Life Of Emily. )

Happy Birthday Sgt. Peppers LonelyHearts Band... Album of the Beatles (1967) keep us always on a journey... "do you need somebody to love, could it be anybody? I want somebody to love...i get by with a little help from my friends"

I love Boulder.

[	Current Mood	|	contemplative	]
[	Current Music	|	The Postal Service/ The Shins...	]

Last week I had the strangest dream
Where everything was exactly how it seemed
Where there was never any mystery of who shot John F. Kennedy
It was just a man with something to prove
Slightly bored and severely confused
He steadied his rifle with his target in the center
And became famous on that day in November

-Postal Service//Sleeping In

Mac left this morning; I guess he got to see that gorgeous algae colored sunset as he flew off or something. I've had a great week...It was amazing seeing him.
I slept at Alysses', I didn't want to be alone.
This is the first serious update I've done in a long time.

I watched a beautiful moon last night; I watched it dissapear behind a mountain
and then I watched the sun come up too; and it looked like 5 feet under sea corral, and it was beautiful.
The cat is trying to get itself out of the bathroom, by clawing on the bottom of the door non-stop.

It's just alright being where I am.

and I thought this song was by Iron and Wine (or at least it was in Garden State; who knows who came first?)

( Bummed out today; but still smiling, read if you want. )

[Makeshift Patriot - Sage Francis]

chorus:
makeshift patriot
the flag shop is out of stock,
i hang myself at half mast.

makeshift patriot
the flag shop is out of stock,
i hang myself, via live telecast.

coming live from my own funeral, beautiful weather offered a nice shine,
which is suitable for a full view of a forever altered skyline.
when times like these arise, i freestyle biased opinions every other sentence.
journalistic ethics slip when i pass them off as objective.
"don't give me that ethical shit!"
i've got exclusive, explicit images to present to impressionable american kids,
and it's time to show this world how big our edifice is.

that's exactly what they attacked when a typically dark skinned disney villain
used civilians against civilians and charged the trojan horses into our buildings.
using commercial aviation as instruments of destruction,
pregnant women couldn't protect their children, wheelchairs were stairway obstructions.
now i have to back petal from the shower of glass and metal,
wondering how after it settles we'll find who provided power to radical rebels.
the melting pot seems to be calling the kettle black when it boils over,
but only on our own soil so the little boy holds a toy soldier,
and waits for the suit and tie to come home. we won't wait 'til he's older,
before we destroy hopes for a colder war to end. "now get a close up of his head."

chorus:
makeshift patriot
the flag shop is out of stock,
i hang myself at half mast. ("how does my hair look?")

makeshift patriot
the flag shop is out of stock,
i hang myself at half mast. ("run that tape back!")

makeshift patriot
the flag shop is out of stock,
i hang myself at half mast. ("it looks just like a movie")

makeshift patriot
the flag shop is out of stock,
i hang myself, while the stock markets crash.

the city is covered in inches of muck,
i see some other pictures of victims are up,
grieving mothers are thinking their children are stuck,
leaping lovers are making decisions to jump.
while holding hands to escape the brutal heat, sometimes in groups of the three.
the fall out goes far beyond the toxic clouds where people look like debris.
but all they saw after all was said beyond the talking heads
was bloody dust with legs looking like the walking dead calling for meds.
but all the hospitals are overwhelmed, volunteers need to go the hell home.
moments of silence for fire fighters were interrupted by cell phones.
who's going to make that call to increase an unknown death toll?
it's the one we rally behind, he's got a megaphone, and he's promising to make heads roll.
we cheer him on, but aspestos is affecting our breath control.
the less we know, the more they fabricate, the easier it is to sell souls.
we're sellin addictive 24 hour candle light vigils in tvs.
freedom will be defended at the cost of civil liberties.
viewers are glued to television screens, stuck, 'cause lots of things seem too sick.
i use opportunities to pluck heart strings for theme music.

i'll show you which culture to pump your fist at, what foot is right to kiss.
we don't know who the culprit is yet but he looks like this.
we know who the heros are, not the xenophobes who act hard.
"we taught that dog to squat. how dare he do that shit in our own back yard!"

they happened to scar our financial state and char our landscape.
can you count how many times so far i ran back this same damn tape?
while a camera man creates news and shoves it down our throats on the west bank,
with a 10 second clip put on constant loop to provoke u.s. angst.

so get your tanks and load your guns and hold your sons in a family huddle,
because even if we win this tug of war and even the score, humanity struggles.
there's a desperate need of blood for what's been uncovered under the rubble,
some of them dug for answers in the mess, but the rest were looking for trouble.

chorus:
makeshift patriot
the flag shop is out of stock,
i hang myself at half mast.

makeshift patriot
the flag shop is out of stock,
i hang myself at half mast.

makeshift patriot
the flag shop is out of stock,
i hang myself at half mast.

makeshift patriot
the flag shop is out of stock,
i hang myself..
don't waive your rights with your flags.
-Makeshift Patriot / Sage Francis

---
"Intellect is like a major city
Laden with concrete, metal
Advanced modes of transportation
Shining buildings, and fenced in parks
Spirit is the mountain's forest wilderness
and vast countryside that surrounds it
Too many people live in the city
Struggling day to day for mere existance
Most have forgotten how to live off the land
They only experience nature on class trips
and short-term vacations
For those that live in the country
Cities are like amusement parks with high prices
and temporal satisfaction
At the end of the day, they are tired
and ready to go home, and relieve their ringing ears"

Saul Williams

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[Hopeless- Sage Francis]

I played connect the dots with your beauty marks
And I ended up with picture perfect sheet music
I read your musical notes with a composer's eyes
And heard out song for the first time
My spine is still tingling, mental images of your fine tune
is what I've been nodding my head to lately
Every now and then you can catch me humming
your nudity under my heavy breath
I heavily suggest you resurrect
your ancient neglected dust collector
If you distrust the distance in my seldom plucked heart strings
Sit stripped before your full length
Perform your reflection backwards
Maybe then you will understand the rhythm in my movement

Listen when the news is sent
Extend when the rules are bent
I'll be waiting to take your leave
Make me a victim of your two step
Make me an apprentice of your body parts
Teach me to dance to your beauty marks
I'm stepping on toes here and I don't care
It's hopeless, it's hopeless
It's hopelessness holding this openess to blow a kiss
So close your lips but don't get pissed
and throw a fist at this vocalist
I'm not emotionless, in fact I broke my wrist
when I wrote the list of all those I miss
This is my poker face, Mister Feel Nothing

( Evicition Notice )

[Aesop Rock- Night Light]
Night Light suckas..
Put one up shackle me, not clean logic procreation
I did invent the wheel, in a previous generation
While the triple sixers lassos keep angels roped in the basement
I locate my old halos and pass em out to the pavement
Y'all catch a 30-second flash frame
Dirty cooperative Neptune bloom head-trip split
Fantastic! Fathom the splicing of major league low lifes
With anti hero earthworm mentality (Godzilla!)
I paste my game to zero all completion
See a cretin's still a cretin even speakin' altered moniker
American nightmare lost in the monitor
I'll hold the door open so you can stagger through
Then ten berserk and bread cookies in after you
It's the gutter and I spell it with the 'G' I stole from "Get the fuck up"
Noise crutch stolen wretched refuse of my teaming dumb luck
Still I promise temperance storm breed still bleeding Amish
See the freaks sucked out the bottom dropped 3 bears and a baby in a cottage
And I can't sleep now
Yeah, the police'll laugh
You won't be laughing when your covered wagons crash
You won't be laughing when you're hosted by the ghost of Christmas past
You won't be laughing when your blow up doll's
got a headache and won't give up the ass
And I lay my kicks to rest when I'm impressed
So I staple-gun them to my feet
This origami dream is beautiful: pull the tail watch the wings flap
But you really can't do a thing with that

All I ever wanted was to pick apart the day
Swallow up the pieces
Spit 'em at your species
Reachin' the city of lost barnacles and leeches
Night-light got me when the daylight went to evening
Night (Light) Day (Light) x8

I'm pretty sure I got a pulse.. plus
We Shimmy cross the centerfold, and our night light engulfed
Just let me keep the crumbs (Please)
With seven deadly stains
To hear the plane to crystal conscious
The results a dead-beat trying to make a dollar off a bomb threat (OK)
Lift me to activism chain activate wild-style Pluto orbit
Set a course then push the button
I swallow spores born by the laws of a morbid glutton
I can spot a drunk battalion by the Charlie Chaplin waddle
Zig zag and zig 'em again before they can pull a badge out
But I lash out
Another thick installment of one night in Gotham like
"Houston we have a problem"
They're buffing the trains the same days the graffiti writers bomb 'em
Who split how many freaks on box cuts of a high road bellow?
Heads ripped! Watch red bricks turn yellow
I'll try to meet the wizard
But a tailgating tit-man holding an oil can
won't let a hermit crab break in his new shell-toes
Life's not a bitch, life is a beotch
who keeps the villagers circling the marketplace
out searching for the G-spot
Maybe she didn't feel y'all shared any similar interests
Or maybe you're just an asshole; maybe I'm just an asshole
Kiss the speaker wire, seaming swashbuckler or pagan thresh hold
Stomach full of diner food
Wings span cast black upon views
Here to help release the rabbit hounds or pick apart your mood
I got this friend of polar nature and it's all peace
When I seek similar stars but can't sit at the same feast
Metal Captain!
This cat is asking if I've seen his bit of lost passion
I told him: "Yeah" I gave him one last look and smashed him

All I ever wanted was to pick apart the day
Swallow up the pieces
Spit 'em at your species
Reachin' the city of lost barnacles and leeches
Night-light got me when the daylight went to evening
Night (Light) Day (Light)..

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Do You Connect?

I was trying so hard not to update on livejournal, I've banned mindprosthetic from being any longer written in, some thoughts just had to be put down. The paper and the pen (my greatest friends), i just didnt feel the motivation to take out and spill, for some reason the technological paper stares at me, almost tranced and asks me to put down some words.

I just watched "I ♥ Huckabees" and was intending it to be a goofy love story. It turned out to be one of those movies that made me think alot. It's an existentialistic movie, how could it not get me thinking? I start off about Chuck Klosterman, and the era of "What does it all mean?" generation of hollywood/and cult movies that have come to rise, this is one of them, but in that reversed, straight-forward and sort of Garden State way. It cut through the bs and asked right away: How is it we get this way, and it all has to do with our surroundings.  I don't know, it made me justw ant a simple thought. I'm not even thinking about the existentialism as much as I am just with a  cloud over my head saying "that movie was intense"

Thats about all I am going to say tonight.